Monday, March 28, 2011
it is nothing but worthless property, it will always show its Mistress the respect She deserves.
today it was punished for throwing a fit last week it had to write 200 lines "it is nothing but worthless property, it will always show its Mistress the respect She deserves." this may not seem like much but this was 2 full lines on notebook paper and it had to write it in cuffs. Took nearly 5 hours to complete it could only write about 30- 40 lines an hour.It was great because slave did not have very much idle time and down time is not something it is a fan of. But as it stared at the words it was writing it truly felt safe and comfortable in it submission to her. It was thinking as it hand cramped that it never complains about wearing its chastity anymore it just has an over all acceptance of its place in life and now that its owner is much less lax and more mean strict demanding and observant of protocol. The slave doesnt feel it has the right to bother her with such trivial things such as chastity hurting or the fact she told it to let the dog out even though it had just gone out. It is its, place as a slave to do as it is told with out question. This is the calling of a slave and it is lucky to serve such a wonderful woman.
Friday, March 25, 2011
carnival
One of its rules is that it is suppose to be smooth shaven at all times it to maintain this is has to shave its entire body about every other day, this process takes about 45 mins and 2 showers. So today it though it would shave in the bathtub. it must say that shaving in the bath tub is far easier then doing so in the shower also is serves as a feminine ritual. Shaving in the tub makes it feel much more girly than in the shower, there is no water constantly hitting you as you try to shave through the lather. You have more light and more control over what is happening in the bath tub.
Today is the little carnival and sleep over it is very excited to be in baby mode for a night ..though it really doesnt know what to expect unlike most there it is usally in diapers 24/7 and it is sure that just because it will be in baby mode that will not hinder it service or its treatment though it is sure Mistress will be sweeter to it than usual it is sure it will be kept in its place.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
internet
it met a man from the internet today it had a nice blackmail fantasy because for some reason it thought its Mistress didnt know it was seeing a man.This was very exciting to it and to its owner so its owner allowed it to meet the man. The man instructed it to flag him down when it saw his car between a certain time, slave eagerly looke out the window for the car and at about 12:12 pm it saw the car. it walked outside and saw a grey ford focus and began to wave. The car parked and out stepped a salt a pepper haired mustached man the slave opened the door for him and he instructed it to strip. It took its uniform off only to reveal its chastity the man told it to kneel it said "yes Sir" and did as it was instructed. He looked though the toys and got out its wrist cuffs and a ballgag. He ordered it to cuff its self, it complied then he cliped is cuffs behind its back, it was then ordered to stand a ball gag was placed in its mouth.. The man also grabbed a riding crop from the bag the slave was ordered to kneel and he bagan to ask a series of questions to it. Trying to understand why it would be seeking somone they were just yes or no questions then he said "I will be right back" The slave stayed kneeling and watched the man drive away through a crack in the blinds. A few mins later he returned with a mcdonalds cup it remained kneeling the entire time. The man seemed very paranoid which made this slave very nervous he said down the chair in front of it and took its ball gag out. Then took his shoe off and ordered it to worship his feet and these were ugly toes calised stinky feet not like its owner beautiful perfect peds. But the slave thought at least we are finally getting to some action and after a couple Mins of worshiping his feet it was ordered to stop. Then it was asked more questions....
"are allowed to work?"
"no Sir my job is a slave"
"if you are gay why are you with her?"
"Because she is my best friend she is my everything bdsm is not about sex for us it is about much more"
"what is the dogs name?"
"Basset"
and many questions about who lived her why there were no pictures on the wall where we lived before, and so on this lasted for about 20 mins before it was told to stand and bend over. Again this slave thought finally some action, he began to hit it with the crop in the balls pretty hard slave finally felt good about this. Then more questions...
"How long have you been in chastity?"
"Quite some time Sir"
"When was your last orgasam?"
"about a month ago Sir"
"I bet anything I do to you , you will get pleaseure from"
"Yes Sir"
and so on again....
Then is was told to kneel and was told to show him the bathroom, it was told to put its head in the toilet and drink after taking a few big gulps it was told to stop. Slave was thinking maybe it was going to get piss or something anything! But more questions..
"Why are you seeking somone behind your Mistress's back"
"Guess it is unfulfilled Sir"
"Have you told her that?"
"No Sir"
"Why not?"
"it doesnt know Sir"
"I just dont get it you are very well trained do you want be owned by her?"
"Yes Sir"
"why so you can just cheat behind her back!?"
"it guesses Sir"
Then it was instructed to go back to the living room the man asked many times if it was nervous it always responded no. it was kneeling and the man pulled his pants down and it was told to lick his ass, finally it thought it was getting bored now some action. it dug its tongue deep in the hairy asshole the man let a couple farts to open his ass so its tongue could get in deep after a brief min or so it was told to stop. Then more questions....FUCK.....
"what is your name slave?"
"ashe Sir"
"what is your full name?"
"brent matthew harris"
"and who gave you the name ash?"
"its owner Sir"
"and why the name ashe?"
"becasuse it is her ashtray"
"your Mistress smokes...it doesnt smell like smoke in here does she take you outside and use you?"
"yes Sir"
"Does she paint your toe nails or do you?"
"She does Sir"
"why that color? any reason?"
"no Sir"
"does she give you a bath?"
"no Sir"
"does she brush your teeth?"
"no Sir"
"do you wear womens clothes?"
"yes Sir"
"full drag or just make up?"
"both Sir"
"When is the last time you dressed"
"about a month ago Sir"
"Why?"
"it only dresses when she allowes her slave to"
"your going to eat my shit?"
"it can try Sir"
"so your gay and you dont want to be owned by a dom?"
"no Sir"
"It just doesnt add up there is something you are not telling me why are there no pictures on your walls?"
"we just dont have any Sir"
"how long have you been eating your Mistress's shit"
"about a month Sir"
"you can eat it all?"
"Yes Sir but she doesnt go that much"
"how tall is she?"
"about 5 7"
"about as tall as you"
"yes Sir"
"when is the last time you worked?"
"a couple months Sir"
"what skills do you have?"
"it doesnt know Sir it is just ok as alot of stuff not great at anything"
"what do you do with that?" (points to xbox)
"pretty self explainitory Sir"
(slave is getting frustrated and bored at this point the man seen nervous paceing and such)
"no its not what do you do with it"
"it guesses you would play video games on it"
"Video games? what type of device is that?"
"an xbox Sir"
"An xbox !? oh i though it was a projector.. I dont know anything about video games probly never will."
The man sits down and asks, "do you watch the news slave?" No Sir the slave responds
"does anyone tell you whats going on in the world?"
"what does that matter?"
"EXCUSE ME"
"what does that matter Sir"
it is instructed to stand up and bend over it receives a very hard strike from the crop mmmmm the slave thought then after only one strike it was told to kneel....
"you are never to talk to me in that tone do you understand slave?"
"yes Sir"
"now does any one tell you whats going on in the world?"
"it knows some stuff Sir"
"did you hear about the guy who met someone off the internet and was killed?"
"what?"
this made the slave very nervous as this is the only thing he said to it in a calm tone as if his demeor changed completely. The man repeated the question
"did you hear about the guy who met someone off the internet and was killed about a year ago?"
Before the last words were out of his mouth it had undone one of its cuffs and told that man he had to leave... it figured that it was no use to its owner dead and it was already frustrated at the waste of an afternoon it received. But there was quite an adriniline rush when it took a split second to take its cuff off preparing for the worst. Now it is sure that the man was only trying to scare it but never the less that is no way to go about it. It still didnt get what it wanted. :(
"are allowed to work?"
"no Sir my job is a slave"
"if you are gay why are you with her?"
"Because she is my best friend she is my everything bdsm is not about sex for us it is about much more"
"what is the dogs name?"
"Basset"
and many questions about who lived her why there were no pictures on the wall where we lived before, and so on this lasted for about 20 mins before it was told to stand and bend over. Again this slave thought finally some action, he began to hit it with the crop in the balls pretty hard slave finally felt good about this. Then more questions...
"How long have you been in chastity?"
"Quite some time Sir"
"When was your last orgasam?"
"about a month ago Sir"
"I bet anything I do to you , you will get pleaseure from"
"Yes Sir"
and so on again....
Then is was told to kneel and was told to show him the bathroom, it was told to put its head in the toilet and drink after taking a few big gulps it was told to stop. Slave was thinking maybe it was going to get piss or something anything! But more questions..
"Why are you seeking somone behind your Mistress's back"
"Guess it is unfulfilled Sir"
"Have you told her that?"
"No Sir"
"Why not?"
"it doesnt know Sir"
"I just dont get it you are very well trained do you want be owned by her?"
"Yes Sir"
"why so you can just cheat behind her back!?"
"it guesses Sir"
Then it was instructed to go back to the living room the man asked many times if it was nervous it always responded no. it was kneeling and the man pulled his pants down and it was told to lick his ass, finally it thought it was getting bored now some action. it dug its tongue deep in the hairy asshole the man let a couple farts to open his ass so its tongue could get in deep after a brief min or so it was told to stop. Then more questions....FUCK.....
"what is your name slave?"
"ashe Sir"
"what is your full name?"
"brent matthew harris"
"and who gave you the name ash?"
"its owner Sir"
"and why the name ashe?"
"becasuse it is her ashtray"
"your Mistress smokes...it doesnt smell like smoke in here does she take you outside and use you?"
"yes Sir"
"Does she paint your toe nails or do you?"
"She does Sir"
"why that color? any reason?"
"no Sir"
"does she give you a bath?"
"no Sir"
"does she brush your teeth?"
"no Sir"
"do you wear womens clothes?"
"yes Sir"
"full drag or just make up?"
"both Sir"
"When is the last time you dressed"
"about a month ago Sir"
"Why?"
"it only dresses when she allowes her slave to"
"your going to eat my shit?"
"it can try Sir"
"so your gay and you dont want to be owned by a dom?"
"no Sir"
"It just doesnt add up there is something you are not telling me why are there no pictures on your walls?"
"we just dont have any Sir"
"how long have you been eating your Mistress's shit"
"about a month Sir"
"you can eat it all?"
"Yes Sir but she doesnt go that much"
"how tall is she?"
"about 5 7"
"about as tall as you"
"yes Sir"
"when is the last time you worked?"
"a couple months Sir"
"what skills do you have?"
"it doesnt know Sir it is just ok as alot of stuff not great at anything"
"what do you do with that?" (points to xbox)
"pretty self explainitory Sir"
(slave is getting frustrated and bored at this point the man seen nervous paceing and such)
"no its not what do you do with it"
"it guesses you would play video games on it"
"Video games? what type of device is that?"
"an xbox Sir"
"An xbox !? oh i though it was a projector.. I dont know anything about video games probly never will."
The man sits down and asks, "do you watch the news slave?" No Sir the slave responds
"does anyone tell you whats going on in the world?"
"what does that matter?"
"EXCUSE ME"
"what does that matter Sir"
it is instructed to stand up and bend over it receives a very hard strike from the crop mmmmm the slave thought then after only one strike it was told to kneel....
"you are never to talk to me in that tone do you understand slave?"
"yes Sir"
"now does any one tell you whats going on in the world?"
"it knows some stuff Sir"
"did you hear about the guy who met someone off the internet and was killed?"
"what?"
this made the slave very nervous as this is the only thing he said to it in a calm tone as if his demeor changed completely. The man repeated the question
"did you hear about the guy who met someone off the internet and was killed about a year ago?"
Before the last words were out of his mouth it had undone one of its cuffs and told that man he had to leave... it figured that it was no use to its owner dead and it was already frustrated at the waste of an afternoon it received. But there was quite an adriniline rush when it took a split second to take its cuff off preparing for the worst. Now it is sure that the man was only trying to scare it but never the less that is no way to go about it. It still didnt get what it wanted. :(
rules of play 1.2
- it will always await permission when being allowed to play/serve others.
- it will always remain in chastity when playing/serving others.
- it will serve with the utmost respect to reflect all the hard work of its Mistress.
- it will not allow itself to be heavily bound until a trust is formed between both.
- it will not receive heavy bruising/markings unless by its Mistress.
- it will always practice safe sex.
- it will write detailed journal entries of its accounts.
- it will shower before its Mistress comes home.
- it will keep its Mistress's phone number with it in case something goes wrong.
- it will try to provide an address of where it will be when playing.
- it will never give its full name.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
"it"
This slave is very happy today it feels as if things may be getting back on track with its owner. She has realized that it is truly worthless property and it should be treated as such it is not a person it is a slave it is her slave. Last night and the night before were dark times for this slave as it was unsure of its future. It is ashamed beyond any words at the way it treated its owner and the many rules that it broke for no other reason than it was trying to rebel. Words connot express how sorry it is Mistress it is not worthy of your attention it is truly lucky to have you, you are its best friend its partner for life and above all its Mistress. Things have been going to good since Mistress realized that it is an "it" reather than a person, she knows it is an object for her amusement and it will spend the rest of its life being treated like shit and serving her. Mistress is amazing for being able to put forth the effort it takes to treat her property like shit, showing her love though strict mean protocol. This slave does not deserve compassion from its owner, its owner should not worry about the feelings of her property. The only feelings that matters are those of its owner, this slave looks forward to a life time of being verbally abused and degraded by its owner. It looks forward to receiving the amazing strictness it desires, what a lucky slave it is to have such a wonderful owner, it can assure you that every other slave is very jealous of its life of extreme servitude.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
disappointing cock
I got fucked today by a random guy that I have talked to some time ago who knew I was a slave but I met him on collar me when I was in columbus and had no idea he was from this area. He walked in I was on all 4s in just my diaper which was full of shit. I was blind folded from the time he walked in from the time he left, He walked in and told me to get his cock hard with my mouth and through his pants so I knelt up and began to kiss his semi hard cock. I kiss and licked for all I was worth until his once semi hard cock was fully erect. Then he pulled it out of his pant and fed it to me a nice thick cock was in my mouth I bobbed up and down on it deep throating and worshiping his cock until he asked "you want this cock in your ass? I eagerly shook my head yes with his member in my mouth he told me to stand and bend over. Which I quickly did with my hands on the couch he pulled my diaper down and saw how shitty my diaper was and proclaimed what a dirty faggot I was. He demanded that I beg for his dick which I did and must have done very well because shortly after I felt his hard unlubed cock ram up my ass. At this point I was very thankful for the anal train I endure for my Mistress otherwise it would have hurt. While he fucked my pussy I began to think of Mistress fucking me with her cock and started to moan in excitement when suddenly as fast as it started I felt him shake and grab my hips and thrust. He pulled out, I pulled my diaper up and got back to my natural position of kneeling. Then he told me to clean all the shit off of him which I did and I think I got it all I made sure to pay extra attention to his semi hard cock sucking the shit and cum mixture from it. Then he pulled his pants up and said "see ya" and made his exit. This event was very hot up until he came in under 5 mins I am used to Mistress fucking me for no less than 15 -20 mins at a time so I am very ready to take a hard cock and feel fulfilled from it. I swear I have a love hate relationship with men. I at least wanted a good fuck to go with my humiliation but in any case my Mistress was very kind to allow me to have his cock.
She has also informed me that I will be cuckolded as I can tell she is in need of a real man in her life. I am very excited because she deserves good sex and I want nothing more than her happiness. I can only hope I will get to be there in some way when she has her way with her man but I am not lucky enough to kneel beside the bed, fluff her man , kiss her feet as the fuck or what every my Mistress wants of me during this time, I hope to at least receive a cum filled treat when my owner comes home and tell me the details as I feed on a real mans cum.
She has also informed me that I will be cuckolded as I can tell she is in need of a real man in her life. I am very excited because she deserves good sex and I want nothing more than her happiness. I can only hope I will get to be there in some way when she has her way with her man but I am not lucky enough to kneel beside the bed, fluff her man , kiss her feet as the fuck or what every my Mistress wants of me during this time, I hope to at least receive a cum filled treat when my owner comes home and tell me the details as I feed on a real mans cum.
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