Thursday, November 4, 2010
warm weather
I am not sure this is of any use as I seem to have lost touch with the you. But I figure it cant hurt to update..I really enjoyed talking to you I am not sure why contact was lost. When I try to converse I kind of get the cold shoulder that make me very sad. I am not exactally sure what went wrong weather it was that I failed to report when i woek up or if it was that you just didnt feel there was anything there. Either way it sucks.
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I would try to talk to you and there wasn't a lot emotion there. You were kind of stand offish with me. I don't know if you're used to being let down or hurt but I could certainly tell that there were a lot of walls with you. You never told me that you changed your phone plan until I mentioned not being able to call you the last time. You never talked about missing me or enjoying any of the time we would spend together when we talked. You didn't seem interested in wanting to even talk on skype. Maybe it was me not being a complete strict Domme cunt; who knows. Either way I expressed many times that I didn't know if I could be enough for you. Even though you said no one is, it still made me feel as if you were settling with me because there was an interest for now and that you would just stick it out until something different happens. Let me know if I am wrong about any of this.
ReplyDeleteSince we just spoke on the net emotion has to be something that is devloped over time we were only speaking for a few days its isnt just going to happen but i really enjoyed speaking with you. Granted I do like a very strict domme and a mean one. But i was in no way settling for anything I wouldnt waste your time or emotions like that ever. I just changed my phone plan like the day before that and we were already distant. I dont put up walls I just am who i am if I came off as standoffish I am sorry sometimes I do things like that with out realizing it.
ReplyDeleteI worry about things with you. Whether or not I could live up to what you wanted me to be and whether or not you would be able to fulfill my needs as a submissive. I know that doesn't sound very Domme but at the end of the day that is not who I am first and foremost. If I were in a relationship with you, there would eventually be a strong connection followed by love. I haven't quite figured out how I would have a Dom as well as you and that is something that has weighed heavily on my mind as well. It's just a lot to think about, not to mention the fact that my grandmother died this week.
ReplyDeleteI am very sorry to hear about your loss if there ever is a time you change your mind or want to talk I am here for you.
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