house

It is such a stress reliever to know where you are going to be the day after the day after tomorrow. Nothing make me more stressed that uncertainty these feelings also effect my slavery. When my mind is so heavy i ofter lose track of what is important and ofter over look the future. Knowing in the back of your mind that everything will be ok eventually but not knowing when is always the problem. Not that I am a control freak but I care about what is happening to my family. Now that i know we will be safe is quite a weight lifted off my shoulders so here is to a long and happy life to call our own.

letter to Miss Maggi

You are amazing and beautiful, it is a pleasure and an honor to both serve along side you and serve you. Thank you for sharing your home with us and opening your heart. You are a wonderful person and it means to much that you are apart of our lives. Rarely a I speechless but last night during the most beautiful breakdown I have ever witnessed I was. It was amazing to see you so vulnerable and to watch Miss Carrie comfort you and take care of you it was almost as if you were reborn in her arms. I recall it happening to me a few times before but to watch it from the outside is one of those things you will only witness maybe one in a lifetime. The energy felt in that room must have echoed through the atmosphere. Thank you for allowing be to witness such an amazing thing. You once asked me what I feel the diffrence between a submissive and a slave is and I can surely tell you that that extreme emotional bond one feels with its owner the one that you felt last night and the one I am sure you are still feeling is a very big difference. Not a feeling that of love but a feeling that no matter where you are or what you are doing you are being guided, watched, and cared for. A feeling that in all truth is one I have never found words to describe but it is a more extreme love and passion that is unlike anything I have ever felt before and this feeling is the same for no 2 people alike. This feeling is such an intense feeling of trust and safety that noting is scared because you feel one with that person. Miss Carrie told me yesterday she had thought about you as being hers and smiled. Which doesn't seem like much but for her it is alot I assure you. She is very selective and has taken quite a liking to you. You had said that you needed her and she caressed your head and said "Mine" is a soft sweet voice. But it was such a powerful thing to say and even as she was leaving this morning she said "I like her :)" to me.  She had told me that everything happens for a reason and it would appear that the off chance that you invited us into your home may have brought us all together for a greater purpose.
-Ashe

PS you will find that everything here is spelled right only because I used Google chrome <3

equals

A slave is not an equal its is nothing but an object sometimes it feels like maybe it and its Mistress forget this and act as if we are equals. Slave is here for service nothing more it is here to serve its Mistress's every demand it seems to be forgetting its place from time to time. Slave should show respect to its Mistress as it is lucky to even be in the same room with her. its eyes should be down at all times as it is not worthy to look at its owner its Mistress deserves nothing but the most up most protocol and respect for her property. Slave has no rights, privacy or say in anything it does, its only purpose is to do as it is told. When it is idle it should kneel silently and speak when spoken to as a slave should. So many of its rules and protocols have been neglected and so many actions have been overlooked. A slave is not a person it needs correction and direction to succeed in its every day life. Mistress Carrie is a Goddess and needs to be worshiped at all times Her slave is here only as her servant nothing more its only purpose is to be humble and make her proud. it is noting but a puppet for its Mistress.

cats

Mistress was very mean to it last night she treated like shit she was strict and demanding very stern in her voice and actions this slave was in heaven. All it was thinking was it didnt care how much pain it had to suffer to get treated like this. Slave still hasnt figured out a way to revive this amazing treatment more often, it has tried being good it has tried being bad. It would seem this proper treatment of her slave is completely random, when it starts her slave never wants it to stop. There is no need for it to go on and on about how this treatment makes it feel its Mistress already knows this. It longs to suffer for its Mistress to show its devotion to be put in its place that it seems to be forgetting it is a slave nothing more and an ungrateful slave at that. it is here to serve its Mistress it is here to amuse its Mistress. This slave feels very bad for avoiding its punishment earlier this week it feel like a piece of shit. It is nothing with out its Mistress such a pathetic slave undeserving of its Mistress's attention.

Missing

Last night I got a sudden jolt of horny submission and just couldn't stay off my Mistress's new cock. Its such a perfect black cock after she fucked me and came in my pussy it still wanted more so I blew her cock 2 more times it felt so good when she came in her sluts mouth I just couldn't get enough. Finally when she went to cuddle me I forced her Big Black Cock into my pussy and slept with it there I could feel it stretching me as my Mistess dozed off. What a wonderful way to make love I am such a lucky slave.
Its so weird to go from wearing diapers 24 7 then going to wearing them none this morning my Mistress gave me my bear and blanki and paci then I expected to be diapered but then realized we had none it almost brought me to tears I felt incomplete. I really miss my diapers, I miss the feeling i get squishing around in my own waste I miss  the comfert I get hearing the crinkly noise of my plastic pants. I hate useing the toilet so much it just doesnt feel right I am ment to wear diapers hopefully one day I will live in them again.

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Sometimes I am bad just to see what happens yesterday I avoided a punishment so I felt like I could get away with anything. And I did, I didnt do my chores I didnt really do anything at all an I somehow managed to get away with it. I half expected to get snatched up by my collar and have a cigarette jammed down my thought but no i sat on furniture I didn everything I could to get something or just to see what would happen but instead my Mistress just started cleaning which is something I have never seen her do before. To my surprise she really didnt to anything to get my submission then this morning she tried to take my chastity off and I am thinking why would you want to take that off to clean it while you are not here seems really stupid and defets the purpose of chastity epically with how horny I was from my cuckolding. So i guess I will see how the day goes today I must say Mistress didnt have any pressure to dominate me maybe it was a nice break for her, for me I just woke up not feeling like doing anything but didnt actually think I would.

Cuckolded

Sunday was wonderful Mistress decided to go on the hunt for a real man. She found a black man with a nice big black cock. I was instructed to kneel by the bed and serve any needs they had, I was in a daze most of the time while it was happening it just made me feel so submissive watching her get pounded by his big black cock. I just was hyponitized watching it go in and out of her pussy. I was sure not to make eye contact but I could feel Mistress staring at me the entire time she was getting fucked all that was going though my head was how right it felt to watch my wife get fucked by a real man with a nice cock. I loved watching her suck it she was just acting so slutty a way she had never been with me before, such a perfect Goddess. At one point she was holding his hand as she was pounded from behind and it would have made the best photo because you could see her wedding ring holding his black hand while being fucked. I was allowed the honor or worshiping her feet while she got fucked from behind then when she lit a cigarette while being fucked I almost passed out I wanted to show her respect and not look her in the eye but it was so hard while I awaited her ashes . Mistress degraded me here and there while she was getting fucked but it seems she was far to busy to pay any attention to me at all. Finally after 30 mins or so her Bull came and I was lucky enough to suck the cum out of the condom and fetch him a wet wash cloth to clean his big black cock off with. Mistress is such a wonderful cuckoldress and I am such a lucky cuckold.