Smoking

Smoking is a very important fetish in our lives when Mistress reaches for a cigarette I quickly follow to light it. Then humbly hang my head an await her ashes and finally she tells me to present and she puts the cigarette out on my tongue and I hold the cigarette butt in my mouth. Protecting it from the dangers of my mouth by resting it on my tongue like a child hiding from monsters under the bed. When Mistress is relaxing at home with a smoke we both become very different people she becomes very mean and assertive I become very docile. This is a bond we share that is unlike any I have ever seen it truly shows how natural my submission to her is. Since Mistress Carrie can no longer smoke in the house due to out living situation people in the house are allergic she hasnt been smoking as much. But last night for the first time in nearly a month Mistress was able to smoke in the house. As soon as I crawled to her with her Marlboro Menthol light 100s in my mouth she snatched them and when I lit her cigarette we both could feel this blanket of comfort and relief. Mistress Carrie said when she put the cigarette out in her ashtray she went numb and limp as if she was in subspace. This is a testament to how powerful this bond is, and how special it is to us. I love everything about this fetish I love the way Mistress acts when she smokes, I love when she throw the pack at me when she wants one. I love letting the butts pile up in my mouth and having to swallow or spit out a nasty film of wet ashes. I love having to perform my daily duties with my mouth full. I love the way her cigarette looks in her hand and wrapped around her lips. I love watching ther smoke exhale toward my low hung head. I love not having the honor to watch her as she smoke and being lucky enough to catch a glimpse of her cigarette clad hand every now and then. Mistress is wearing make up alot more then she used to, she says it makes her feel more dominate and I love that ! She looks amazing in her bright red lipstick and eye shadow, simple things like make up really can make. Someone feel different and I think she should do what ever it takes to continue the amazing hold she has on me. When she has the lipstick on it leaves these wonderful lipstick stains on her cigarette butts that are like a special little treat for me. Strange how things like make up and smoking can really bring out the Domina in my Mistress. She once said something like "strand how a few cigarette butts can bring out the peice of shit faggot that you are" I guess this works both ways <3.